Forget It poemforget it. once again, i trust myForget It poem
stupid heart to make the choice.
somehow - i guess i thought it would just be different this time.
i thought he was different.
just one more burn to add to my scars, just one more tear on my pillow... just one more cut with the rest-
but maybe next time ill be smarter... thats what i said the last time.... but who really cares.. forget it.
everything happens for a reason, right?
Would I Be Left Alonemy mind my blank oblivion...Would I Be Left Alone
the darkness shatter
dwell-
a light the feathered emptiness
of others' thoughts compell.
or not, my childish world awake,
my heart is black of stone...
or you, your smile, my breath you'd take,
would i be left alone?
Give Me A SignGive Me A SignGive Me A Sign
complications far past my understanding. i want to be so perfect for someone seeming so for me. but im afraid that it's out of my control. how do i know what he's feeling? it seems too perfect to be real- he seems too good
to be true- but maybe it's right- i hope he'll give me a sign.
What Will Never ComeWhat Will Never ComeWhat Will Never Come
calm, blows the wind on this pitiful autumn night. how i should appreciate the leaves that fall to ground.
but i am too self absorbed to notice anything- out of the ordinary, and then you come along.
you come along with your bold eyes, your smile that could
sink an ocean... the smile that could melt ice.
and i am lost in my world- where the walls bleed with roses and the ground steams with petals, and i walk barefoot through the mess; hopefully,
The One She Will Never GetThe One She’ll Never GetThe One She Will Never Get
And now I sit here writing this, I don’t know what to do. I lay as I shed my tears writing about you.
It began as simple as can be, but grew into so much more. We had so much potential then suddenly our love tore.
I never meant to hurt you or tried to make you cry. I know I should have known better, but at least I didn’t lie.
I realized what had happened, the snowball that I created. Then the snowball went down the hill, and we both were devastated.
But what you didn’t realize,
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
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I wonder how many more times we'll mutilate the hell out of ourselves to get rid of the pain that only builds and never fades.
Current Residence: illinois
Interests: Laura!
Heh, thats my info, ya like it?
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I wonder how many more times we'll mutilate the hell out of ourselves to get rid of the pain that only builds and never fades.
All my love~
your L
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I wonder how many more times we'll mutilate the hell out of ourselves to get rid of the pain that only builds and never fades.
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